I HURT MYSELF TODAY TO SEE IF I STILL FEEL I FOCUS ON THE PAIN THE ONLY THING THAT'S REAL THE NEEDLE TEARS A HOLE THE OLD FAMILIAR STING TRY TO KILL IT ALL AWAY BUT I REMEMBER EVERYTHING WHAT HAVE I BECOME MY SWEETEST FRIEND ? EVERYONE I KNOW GOES AWAY IN THE END AND YOU COULD HAVE IT ALL MY EMPIRE OF DIRT I WILL LET YOU DOWN I WILL MAKE YOU HURT I WILL MAKE YOU HURT I WEAR THIS CROWN OF SHIT UPON MY LIAR'S CHAIR FULL OF BROKEN THOUGHTS I CANNOT REPAIR BENEATH THE STAINS OF TIME THE FEELINGS DISAPPEAR YOU ARE SOMEONE ELSE I AM STILL RIGHT HERE WHERE HAVE YOU GONE MY SWEETEST FRIEND ? WHERE HAVE YOU GONE MY SWEETEST FRIEND ? WHAT HAVE I BECOME MY SWEETEST FRIEND ? EVERYONE I KNOW GOES AWAY IN THE END AND YOU COULD HAVE IT ALL MY EMPIRE OF DIRT I WILL LET YOU DOWN I WILL MAKE YOU HURT IF I COULD START AGAIN A MILLION MILES AWAY I WOULD KEEP MYSELF I WOULD FIND A WAY I WOULD FIND A WAY I WOULD FIND A WAY I WOULD FIND A WAY